August

August is approaching and it's approaching fast!   My stomach is crazy right now!  I have never wanted a month to come and go so much. I just want it OVER!!!  This month is going to hold many new things.  Many challenging things.   I am going to just have Faith...  Having Faith isn't always easy.  In fact it's probably one of the toughest things to do is have Faith.   So I am examining my life closely right now.   God has brought me out of one of the scariest times in my life.  He's made me stronger and he answered my prayers in ways I never expected!   I spot him daily in my life.   My job which isn't exactly new anymore, is by far one of the biggest blessings God's given me.   Logos Bible Software is a dream job!   I am surrounded by the most amazing people.  I can't tell you how many of them encourage me daily!  It's just a fun place to work!  Not to mention I get to grow in my faith and I have this at my finger tips.  https://faithlife.com/fsb I have it on my iPad and iPhone it's so nice to have right there with me!   So I see this blessing... I live this blessing every single day.  

I also have the biggest support teams ever.  I have people in my life who love me.  They love me for me.  They take me just as I am, even if sometimes its over emotional, insecure, quiet, or crazy.  They are just there and I couldn't be more thankful!

I am really blessed!!  I know this!  I see this..  I believe this!   Though I am human and my heart hurts sometimes.   I get scared sometimes.   Right this very second I am terrified!  I have no control what happens this month.   I just have to pray that my future is in God's hands and he's going to be with me through each day.  Even when this month is over he's going to be with me.  If things don't turn out the way I want them to, God's undying love will still be mine.  I will still be blessed to be working for Logos Bible Software.  That it's self is an open door!  I will still have my friends and my family...  At this end of this month no matter what happens I will be a stronger person and my Faith will be intact.   That I know to be true!

Also at the end of this month I will have completed a life long dream.. I will have gone Ziplining with some of the coolest people I know.   

Yes, I am still nervous, I may be a hot mess this month but I know that I will make it through, and I won't be doing it alone!

Thanks to all my friends and family who are with me right now!  Love you all!

God's blessed me!